Guided Meditation: safe to relax; A Meaningful Dharma Life

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The following talk was given by Matthew Brensilver at Insight Meditation Center in Redwood City, CA on March 20, 2026. Please visit the website www.audiodharma.org for more information.

Introduction

Welcome everyone. Nice to be with you all. I chatted in a link for questions. If you want to submit a question, the link is there in the chat. It's kind of the structure of a dharma talk: at some level, you're trying to answer a question. Sometimes you actually have a question, sometimes you're just posing it in your own mind. But it's nice to actually try to speak to somebody's heart. So, if you have questions or just things you want investigated, please share.

Guided Meditation: safe to relax

Let's sit, finding a posture. Just calibrating the effort that the moment seems to ask of you. Maybe quite a lot. Maybe next to nothing. It's not that there's a right answer or a wrong answer. We're just calibrating for our body-mind in this moment.

Whatever effort is called for, is it possible to offer it from a place of ease? Not to source your effort from self-view. Just take your cues from the dharma, from this moment, and breathe.

Breathe in such a way that it cues to the deep mind that even amidst imperfection, vulnerability, fragility, the tenuousness of all things—even amidst all of that, it's actually okay to relax. Let go. Our agitation seems like it serves, but it does not.

The only real rest, Rumi says, is when you're alone with God. Maybe in the Buddhist tradition we talk about stepping out of the gridlock of self-view. Break the spell of identification. Just not to dispute the facts of our life, but to break the spell of claiming, "I am this. I own that." And slowly, or instantly, space opens wide.

Greed makes objects of the world. Aversion makes objects of the world. Delusion makes objects of the world, born of measurement. In the letting go, there's a measurelessness. Just forgive all phenomena. Everything you call you. Everything you call world. Everything you call past, future.

We don't settle on the vantage point created by identification. So trust in letting go.

A Meaningful Dharma Life

Many dharma talks have the structure of a promise: do this, get that. It's not always explicit and certainly doesn't promise an easy path, but some kind of promise is usually there to inspire practice. Generally, the promise takes the form of something like, if you travel this path, you will become happier, or freer, which is just another way of talking about deep happiness. And that's entirely reasonable.

But another promise might be about meaning. We don't talk about it so much, but the path, I think we can say, makes life much more meaningful. We maybe avoid the language around meaning because so much of the practice is about stepping out of meaning. In a way, you could say that we arrive at the path drenched in meanings. We compulsively make meaning out of emotion, sensation, perception, and volition, moment by moment. When we practice, when we meditate, when our mind moves from the breathing, for example, we're desperate to make meaning. When we think about ourselves and the threats and opportunities of our life, we're making meaning. When we review our past and simulate the future, we're making meaning.

The dharma invites us to let go of meaning. The breathing has no meaning. It just becomes silent. But then that silence actually leads us into making new meaning, into a deeply meaningful life.

I wanted to offer some reflections on this and was inspired by a recent research paper that was examining how the "meaning of life" has evolved across the centuries. Zhao and Baumeister^[1] write:

"Meaning is essentially nonphysical connection. The meaning of a flag, for example, does not reside in the physical properties of the colored cloth but rather in its symbolic association with the nation or organization. Meaning is real but not physically real. Life, in contrast, is a physical process. A meaning of life thus links physical and non-physical reality. In particular, meaning connects across time. When people want their lives to be meaningful, they want specific things. They want an idea, which could be a story, to integrate the major events of their lives across time, linking past, present, and future. They want this idea or schema to explain purpose, value, efficacy, and continuity, and to furnish a basis for positive value and self-worth."

I stumbled into this path less around happiness and more around meaning. I was happy enough, but I sensed clearly that the way I was living was a kind of dead end. I didn't know if there was a path, but I knew one thing for certain: I was not on it. [Laughter] I could say that. And so there was something about, might this be a path of meaning?

I overheard an argument that some store employees were having. They weren't having an argument between themselves; they were talking about some co-workers in a gossipy, office-politic kind of way. It's no big judgment; I've done it. But what I heard in it was less about gossiping about co-workers and more like a search for meaning. Because if that's a big deal, then this has meaning. But it's not a big deal, and it doesn't have meaning. Some of our arguments are about clinging and preferences. But how much of our drama at base is an attempt to add meaning to our lives, to make there be more at stake than there appears to be?

On this front, popular culture in this country is essentially nihilistic, fetishizing the emptiest of empty objects. It struck me that this is maybe part of the cultural fascination with the downfall of celebrities, with the TMZ thing. On the one hand, maybe it's our envy or schadenfreude^[2], wanting the opposite of muditā^[3]. But I also think it's us grappling with the fact that, how could it possibly be that all the money, all the power, all the fame, all the beauty, and all the being beloved somehow didn't insulate them from dukkha^[4]? Somehow that didn't insulate them from a painful family split, depression, or self-harm? How could that be, that that didn't bring meaning?

The poet Philip Appleman^[5] wrote:

"Face to face with death we realize the meaning of life is inside our lives, not outside them. We cannot impose on our experience a meaningfulness that we have not ourselves built into it. Our true philosophy of life is whatever we choose to do moment to moment. If we regularly behave honestly and decently to those around us, then our philosophy is a healthy, adaptive one, accounting for our lives in terms of our whole social environment. The sum of our actions at a given time constitutes our philosophy of life."

On this path, we build meaning into our life through wise action, wise view, and wise intention.

Baumeister said meaning is a non-physical connection. But I do associate meaning with feeling. It's a feeling of inner alignment, clarity, and confidence. It's whatever kind of stability will not be destroyed by changing conditions. Buddhism doesn't begin with grand theories about meaning, but just with sentience: our capacity to feel good and feel bad, to cause others to feel good and feel bad. We begin with that simplicity. We are conscious creatures subject to suffering, longing to be at peace. We're given a path to meet that sentience skillfully.

That provides a lot of clarity about purpose. We can test that out. Does this path work at all? As long as it works a little, there are implications of that. There's more clarity about our purpose, about releasing suffering, cultivating compassion, love, and freeing our hearts. The path sensitizes us to what we want, what we personally want, what's distinctive about our desires. We can live our life in another person's dream or in the fever dream of the culture. There's something about actually expressing your own dharma—the groove into which your particularity flows. In a sense, maybe we say you have to identify what's worth wanting, and want more.

Aristotle described meaning as striving to fully express one's deepest potential. But it's not, "I'll be happy when I get there." That's always a setup. We're building happiness all along the way. We're intrinsically motivated. There's a sense of alignment and reward all along the way.

And so, love, sure heart's release^[6]—that becomes one of our purposes. Love becomes our purpose. Sīla^[7], ethical conduct, is associated in the tradition with self-respect. We train in living a life of non-regret. Of course, we're not ashamed of past missteps or our own delusion, but right now, can we commit this moment to non-regret? There's an honor in that, and an uprightness.

This meaning feels important insofar as my love is so much bigger than my power. That gap can inspire some measure of nihilism, which the Buddha is worried about, but it can also deepen our vow. What's your vow? "May my life be a cause and condition for less suffering." There's a relentlessness to the bodhisattva vow^[8].

Even though our practice is about stepping out of time, we also situate ourselves within a lineage that has been going on a long time, and is likely to continue for a long time. You actually feel yourself held in this stream, this lineage of wisdom and love. Imperfect wisdom, imperfect love, but a lineage nonetheless. There's a lot of meaning in that.

At the end of our lives, the meaning we've made, the meaning we've infused into our life, really matters. That's one of the consolations in the face of finitude. When our time is all used up, the consolation is that we've lived in accordance with goodness and made meaning in that way.

I offer this for your consideration. I wish you all a good week. Take good care of your hearts. See you next week.